I am feeling behind on a fair few things in my life. My to do list is lengthy and I just don’t want to do any of the tasks on it.
Some highlights of my current list are:
– Study for sociology final (which is tomorrow!! It is open book but I think that means I should at least crack the book before I get there…)
– Get the shit I need for the Bachelorette Party (I have time but I don’t know if I need to order anything… shipping could kill me on this)
– Train for the 10km race I signed up for (that is on April 27… I think April 27th… I don’t even know when it is! Yikes!)
– Clean my room (this is multi-step process that includes laundry, putting away clothes, organizing my closet to fit all the things it held at one point)
So even with just highlights I am feeling overwhelmed a bit. Not that this list is super intense or scary, just that I don’t want to do anything on it. At all. I need to find my motivation… or just force myself to fucking do it.
2014 is flying by.
It is already the last week of classes. As of Wednesday, I have no more classes left of my diploma, only 2 papers, and 1 exam (open-book, online, multiple-choice — Alright!). Then, summertime is here. Well… kind of. It is technically still spring, but the weather is nice, the days are getting longer, and the grass is getting greener.
In no time I will be a certified Human Service Worker, Diploma in hand.
Being single isn’t so bad. It means there is the possibility to find that person who could be yours. Anyone you meet could be your person. Your person could also just hanging out and living their life knowing that there is the possibility you could be there’s. Being in something not great is worse than being alone. When you are in a relationship you have put a limit on the possibilities. You have said that this person is my person and they are all that I need… but when it isn’t good, that isn’t true. Endless possibilities means opportunities for endless outcomes. Don’t let your love be limited.